26 Nov, 2018
I love you so much, it is hard to breathe,
I know one day it will happen, but please don’t leave.
You love me unconditionally, sadly I haven’t felt this before,
You will always have my heart to its very core.
Connection, companion, savior, and more,
You gave me loyalty, a reason to live for.
19 Nov, 2018
Denial, ego, stubborn as a mule,
I am going to beat this, I will use every tool.
I have been through worse or so I thought,
I wasn’t letting up, I had fought, fought, fought.
Tiresome, irritable, never taking a break
I was acting cool, it was so damn fake.